so this is the fourth installment of this whole reading-writing thing. i should probably stop doing this because i guess i give everyone else complexes or something. but there's a thing in my brain that makes it impossible for me to not do this. i swear it isn't meant to make anyone feel bad or anything like that. its mostly for my own "gotta know ( Read more... )

this has gotten to be a yearly thing and i'm sure most of you are tired of seeing these posts. i suppose, if you don't want to see the totals, you don't have to look under the cut. mostly i do this for me as a gauge for output. i can't help it. its a sick compulsion, i admit. kind of like my belief that i have to write fifty gigagillion word ( Read more... )

productive wise, i mean. i went through last night and started finding what i wrote last year, what i read, so i could total it all up. frankly, i'm very disappointed in myself. i'm not sure what my problem is. if i did, i'd fix it and get back on the horse. to be honest, i don't think i've written anything in a week. but i've finally totalled it ( Read more... )

my brain is weird. i mean, really weird.

so, i can't come up with a single fucking idea for any of the dozen fics i'm working on at present. nothing. its like all those bunnies up and died. or the new ones ate them. i can't be entirely sure about that. but i get bunnies for new shit right out of the blue. and, naturally, it cannot be bunnies that ( Read more... )

got tagged by dazzledfirestar

you know, i really hate this stuff. cos you all know i think my writing is crap. but i'll give it a go anyway.

( look at what a big whore i am... )

okay, so i swore i wasn't going to do this. but then the but bit me on the butt and i decided "Fuck it!" i'll do it anyway. Nan's post about what she accomplished, writing wise, made me wonder just what i'd managed for the year. it took several hours... yes, HOURS... to come up with the totals that i have. to be honest, if i write anything tonight ( Read more... )

ladies and gents ( Read more... )

 i've bloody well gone insane.

there seems to be something very wrong with my head. we all know that i have evil plot bunnies. and we all know that i spend quite a bit of time plotting with Gin. every once in a while, one of us makes an offhand comment that grows into something more. its because of her that i have the Rem vampire bunny raging in my ( Read more... )